I've lost the light
I once held so dear
I had kept it safe for so long
through both rain and drear
Now its dim or just gone
I'm lost, nothings clear

I let my guard down
The hell was a thinking?
Will it come back?
I'm in water, now sinking
Never have I felt so sick
From death was I drinking?

I know I was wrong
No harm I meant
I've learned my lesson now
So return, I repent
Never knew what you had
Till its gone, I resent.

So left here I am dieing
chocking on my own spit
Wish I knew what I was in for
My last flame, barely lit
My last thoughts being strangled
Is this suicide I commit?

Still I lie half awake
With one question in mind
If I could do it all again
Would I still be so blind?
I think maybe yes
For in love I haven't resigned